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{Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 11:04 PM}
tell me i'm miserable. cos i am. i'm bleeding on the inside yet physically i'm gaining and gaining and gaining. why's anorexia not taking me over? and bulimic thoughts so overpowering that i'm comtemplating and anytime i'll just barf everything out? all the starving people. should i be thankful i'm able to gain weight instead of whatever? hmmm? in a society where no one fits in. wow. like how great it is to be considered not skinny. not my ideal nickname.
