you see. the mind plays an important role. in the body that is. even though you might know me as the "boy" i'm really quite girly. and i'm sure this photo proves it. right??? hahhaha. nah. i kid. this is crap. i like taking myself. even though i always feel like it's the crappiest thing i've ever seen. i just dont like being me. you know?

i mean. yes i've finally found my niche and all. but seriously. i'm not doing anything to pursue it. so what am i doing? getting stuck in a course that's completely outta my league? what am i to do? i was given a choice. a choice that too little time was given and was too hastily considered.

did i make the right choice? i have the slightest idea. that it's a negative. oh gosh. this isnt good. and i cant do anything about it. so do i suffer through? or do i change my route?

this is precisely why i'd rather escape from reality.

oh btw. the hand points to my pit. hahhaha.

wow. was that worth reading or what?

i'll just start the new year with some ranting and unhappiness. i'm sure it's going to be a great year.

am i having fun? i have no idea myself. if you asked me. the only fun time i have is outside school activities. with people who really know how to.

EVERYONE ELSE, SHOVE OFF.

i'm sorry. but i'm not about to let you in on my embarrassing past. too bad if you missed the entries! heh heh hehhhh