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{Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 10:49 PM}
oh gosh.
it seems like an awfully huge responsibility is piling up on my shoulders as the clock ticked away. i was dreading this day. 2 days before it came. and when it finally did, all that happened was. replying of msgs. hahha. whatever happened to birthday cake, having fun, and family outing?
am i too old for that kinda stuff already? i dont think so. i specially made today off. so i could spend time with THE FAMILY. cos it's been forever since i even stayed home. plans were all made on the 11th. but guess what. it was an ordinary sunday. one where we went to the nearby KOPITIAM, and granny's house after.
LAZY SUNDAY MY ASS.
today is supposed to be special. i didnt even get what i wanted. and it's not too much to ask for. i think i should have just had some random bbq. so i can at least see everyone. but feck. i didnt do it. i dont even know why i rejected that idea when my dad proposed.
argh. i'm 19. and still making stupid mistakes. what are the odds of that stopping? probably never. i am dumb. i cant deny that. everytime i think i'll grow out of it. i make another bloody mistake. hence the lamo email add. crushes my ego and makes me humble. as if i really need that.
btw. i dont want cash. i want love.
but anw. thanks yall. it made my day just seeing everyone together and happy. even though i was totally stoning. ehhh. i slept late and woke up early ahhh. hahahhah.
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