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{Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 1:19 AM}
you know, i think it's such a trivial thing to get pissed over.
didnt think our friendship was so pathetically fragile. but apparently it is.
so go ahead, throw your bitch fit. i dont think i can be bothered. i'm not about to suck up to you if that's what you were thinking. cos a fuss was created out of nothing. and not only that. i think i deserve better than having people who hardly understand me, considered as a good friend.
we were close. but you're letting such a stupid matter get in the way. is that what friendship to you is all about. i wasnt using you. i never once forced you to go or whatever. it's always just been you planning it. and you restrict people to go. which is utter crap. i mean seriously, i feel everyone should just have fun. but no. you've got too many people stepping on your toes.
if you ask me, no one is using you. you just feel that people are, without asking them for their side of the story. it's not like i'm complaining about having to listen to you bitch. i'm cool with it. it doesnt even affect my relatinship with that person. in fact, i'll probably talk to that person more to find out what's really going on.
just so you know. i never knew what you wanted. you always made it sound like you were not important. and that it's up to me. now see here, if you dont tell me, how do you expect me to know? it's not like i love it a whole lot. i'm cool with it. sometimes you've gotta voice it out, instead of just trying to be nice all the time, and finally snapping.
it's time to wake up. i'm not into cold wars. but if it's what you're planning on doing. then so be it. i dont give a shit.
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