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{Monday, July 06, 2009 @ 12:09 AM}
weight issues, body issues, family issues, school issues, ambassador issues.
when's the fame taking over?
i know i'm materialistic. and who isnt? okay. maybe like out of 10, 1 isnt. but srsly. i find it fun. i want the fame. i want to get rich. i wna be who i am and earn from it.
and yet, contradicting as it may sound, i'm perfectly alright with being on my own sometimes. mommy says i've got some sort of split personality. and she's not the only person to tell/ask me about it. but how am i supposed to know? doesnt it depend on the people you mix with? or are around with? like if you really cant stand their face, you'll probably not even wna talk to them. and it's not like me to initiate. (i find it really challenging, i have no idea why, not unless i'm on duty or whatever) but you get my drift.
which i found out, is why i can only mix ard with people who're kinda my type, a lil crazy, a lil bimbotic, a lil more testosterone (hhahhaha), and mostly, hilariously fun to hang ard with. also why most of my friends can hang out with each other. same frequency you know what i mean?
and i dont like clingy. it irritates the crap outta me. and i'll probably start avoiding people.
having random groups of friends is best.
Labels: tattoos and booze
weight issues, body issues, family issues, school issues, ambassador issues.