guess what?
my mom sez i've got an air stewardess personality, and she kinda "encourages" me to go into that line. but then she say things like " but the life as an air stewardess is very rotten" which is WTH? i didnt know how to respond to that.
and i guess the only profession i'm interested in, similar to the field i'm studying is to be a tour guide? i dont enjoy travelling or trying new things, but i really like entertaining, you know what i'm saying? i know for a fact that i have the flair for it.
in fact, i've always wanted to be a singer, actor and a dancer. of cos when i was young, i wasnt exposed to the arts a whole lot, and i wanted to be indian, since their shows always comprise of them doing the 3. now i'm ending my teenage life in a few months time, i'm beginning to wonder if going into theatre would be my thing or not. i like it. i really do.
i'm not realising my dream by pursuing this diploma. it is stupid. you dont need a tourism diploma to be in the tourism industry. i dont need a freaking diploma in tourism and resort management to be in the media. hell, i should just quit now. i am pissed, no. i am outraged at my stupidity. passion dies easily. i've never been very passionate about anything in my life. because, before i even become an amateur, the passion dies, and doesnt surface anymore.
people say every course is challenging. it's when you've got the passion, then it makes studying easier. i beg to differ. in my case, i've got an interest. then i go into it, and it dies. like a flame, like the life cycle, everything eventually dies. what does it matter?do we really want to work so hard just so we die happy?
pursuing dreams. sheesh. what a load of crap.
more like i'm waiting for death to take over.
on a lighter note, here's some NDP09. it's pretty. and i'm loving the theme song.
ohhh. and this right here is Dylan. aint he Gorgeous?
i was supposed to ride to school tmr. but plans got spoiled. if it rains, i can understand. but the only time i'll ride it to school is if i've got lessons in noon, or end early. so sis cant pick me up.
i almost dropped my bike today. with brudder as my pillion, he's fast enough to jump off the bike and push it against the direction it was falling. the effing driver in the car behind just reversed and made sure it was nowhere near me. idiotic piece of shit.
