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{Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 1:55 AM}
sometimes, all we need is a lil love.
not relationship love. but you know. sibling love. i love everyone, really. and its fun to hang like outside or just going shopping with my sister. or bringing my brother ard to get stuff. i mean. its just nice to be able to talk and have fun and know we love each other.
which is kinda what i'm trying to get at. i miss those days.
it gets really irritating when we shout and scream at each other. when all we're trying to do is show our concern. sometimes its to boss people ard. just to make you realise that hey! we all have a part to play in the family. we have to stick to each other whatever the circumstance.
althought srsly, i dno what our parents, no. just my mom, is doing. leaving us for a whole month. we've already gotten ourselves a nonexistent dad. and i guess it just didnt occur to us what it'll be like to not have a parent figure in the house for a whole month.
who do we listen to? the eldest? when she has all her stuff going on? the second? with her being the risk taker and wanting to have fun? or the last? whose mentality is still of a child. like we can blame him.
we've got no say in the family. we aint in charge here. we have no rights see. who're we to tell anyone what to do? we're on par. we're all kids. we cant possibly figure out the bills, or the insurance and all that shit. because we have no idea. we dont. not one single bit. we need you to feed us. buy us clothes. give us money. basically we're still living off you. we dont earn our own money. heck no. we cant even be bothered with part time jobs. we know shit about the working world.
what's gna happen to us?
we have to stick together.
will it work?
i have no idea.
mommy's coming back on saturday morning.
did it work then?
hell yeah.
Labels: i miss you. a whole lot.
