you know what. i went outta my comfort zone. i went to a huge ass restaurant which i am unable to appreciate. like a fish out of the water. it just hit me that i'm so ignorant about everything.

its not just acting like i'm some posh freak who doesnt enjoy going to hawker centres. its like patronising paragon. when i know half the things i dont even like. paragon, PARAGON.

i only go to what. Ben Sherman and Muji? and i dont get anything from Ben Sherman. its a dumb shop that only sells male apparels. even if they brought in the females, likelyhood of me getting anything would be.. zilch? kinda like how i can walk into topshop, miss selfridge and... what are the other shops? zara? and come out empty handed. i probably wont even try on any item. hahahahaha.
doesnt really do shit for my closet.

but again about the restaurant. i dno if it was because it tastes fishy that i disliked it? or that i'm just amazed at how brill everything else was. like the atmosphere, presentation of the food, and the service. it just made everything worth it. i guess that's kinda what you're paying for. its just. oh gosh, i was unable to enjoy myself all that thoroughly.

probably because of the unfamiliarity that came with it. i'm just not that kind of person. i dont use bombastic words. in fact. everytime some new word's being used, i'll check it up and try figuring out what it means and how its used. a lil pathetic if you asked me.

but then again. i'm glad i'm not the most horrid of them. it just seems hard to keep up with it all. its just really hard.

i'm sorry. but i'm not about to let you in on my embarrassing past. too bad if you missed the entries! heh heh hehhhh