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{Monday, November 02, 2009 @ 12:40 AM}
can i just tell you how annoyed i am? to everyone who's made a comparison with my sister and i. i am nothing like her. true we might talk the same, sound the same, even look the same, but srsly, character wise, we are worlds apart. its like even the clothes we wear. totally different. and i'm not even talking about the kinda guys we like.
but i'm not talking about her today. no. she's alright. she leads her own life. its those who intrude my life that's getting on my nerves. so badly, its like we cant even talk about random shit anymore. i mean srsly.
wtf. its like when i talk on the phone with other people. he listens in and tells that person not to bitch about whoever i was talking about. WTF. that's my problem. i'll bitch about whoever i want tyvm. whenever she deems fit, i'll bitch about her. you dont get to tell me or my friends who to bitch about. whether you like her or not. wtf. you have no say in anything. not my life, not my character, not my friends. i'll say what i please.
in fact. stay outta my social life. i've seen enough of you already. i dont see the need to have you around me all the time. i need my own life. while you're pathetic enough not to have one. so go mix with all those stupid people. people i warned you against. people we all warned you against. but you insisted on befriending and getting yourself sucked into this whirlpool of scandals that'll not only tarnish your name. but mine too.
it is dammit annoying, especially when others tell me stories about you. and all i can do is nod and accept that. oh that's what you've done. can i say anything about it? no. can i even talk about it. WTS. do you know how awkward it is everytime someone asks me what is wrong with you. i mean srsly. even close friends say things like. thank god people know me, and not you only, because otherwise, that'll mean they have a bad impression of what your family might be, with your damn attitude.
you're rude, disrespectful, and all you every think about is yourself. you dont spare a single thought about the family, or what people might be feeling against you. all you want to do is to lead your own life, which is surprisingly, so pathetic, you have to get involved in my life.
look i have a life too. its bad enough you've barged in, like no one's business, and still try and get involved with the things that i do, just stop and leave me alone.
Labels: LEAVE ME ALONE
