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{Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 10:00 AM}
that was close. too close. still reeling in shock.
i dno what i would have done. there was no life flashing before my eyes, no thoughts of rainbows, or pretty things, things that could have calmed me before anything happened. it was just a deep gasp for air.
i tried pushing it away. it worked for a while. then it all came back. i stopped thinking. but my heart was beating too loudly in my ears.
i've just cheated death. i almost fulfilled my side of the bet. and every time i play that scene back in my head, i get the chills.
its times like these when you just sit and think. is this how i want to live my life?
Labels: i'm not ready for the afterlife
