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{Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 3:24 PM}
feeling very useless right now.
i cant bring myself to study and all. even though its kinda my second last sem that i'll be studying. do not intend to go to uni. i am sick and tired of studying. all my life we study and what do we face? criticism for our looks. like wtf? what's the point in studying then if all that matters is your bloody face/size?
so sick and tired of being fat. its not even funny anymore. its just dammit irritating and unnecessary to comment every time someone you know puts on weight. WHAT DOES IT MATTER? are you, what? warning me ah. stupid or what? do you really think i dont know i've put on weight that you have to tell me in front of everyone? or are you clarifying with me? "you put on weight hor?" please, is it not obvious enough.
damn bitches.
and when i'm finally over it, that i forget that certain someone said that about me, my sis comes along and talks about it. like wts? that's my problem. i dont need you to repeat the whole incident and make me feel like a total dope all over again. took me damn long to forget. and now its stuck in my mind.
bloody hell. i'm really sick and tired of everything. nothing makes sense anymore.
Labels: life's meaningless.
