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{Monday, August 01, 2011 @ 10:34 PM}
hello august, i wasnt expecting you.
time is passing slowly, yet in the blink of an eye, it's already been 2 months since i'm back from US. sigh. a customer asked about USA tours and dude who was experienced in Spain and Portugal immediately went "she's more experienced, she'll tell you!" and i'm like HURRR! so then i started talking abt orlando and sigh. i wna go back there again. should have just stayed there for a longer period of time, just to go to all the different theme parks. missed Universal Studios. only went to Islands of Adventure. MAJOR SIGH. want to go back there so effing badly.
life is tiring now. i'm working my ass off and i dont even know why. it's not like i have worldly possessions i'm craving to get. and i cant help wondering why i'm working now when i have my whole life to work eventually. keep hearing abt people doing their PHD and Masters and i'm like. all you need is money and to study hard right? how hard can that be? just study la.
and my dad the freaking overachiever. now i have to be better than him. i cant stop here. i have to surpass his peak. i dno how long i can last at this job. it's been a month and it bores me so. and the drama. hahhaa. 40+ year olds and so childish. haha.
and then there's the part time job. making me lose my cool with people. because i dont understand why people cannot mind their own fucking business. and if i'm already resorting to pointing my middle finger at you, cant you tell it's time to fucking stop?
stupid people. i know the world is cruel. i dont need it to be in my face all the fucking time.
Labels: fucking nigga.
