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{Saturday, May 12, 2012 @ 6:21 PM}
it might be time to start a new chapter in life. not literally, as though i'm just coming outta jail. but kinda how it's time to move on from the current worklife. i cant stay. because it's drowning me. like he said to brown, "you need people who are in D gear. the people here now are in Neutral or R gear" i'm in neutral now. and soon i'll be in reverse like all who're abt to retire. what's the point of hiring someone new, fresh, brimming with energy. yeah, i put some life into the current situation, but if everyone goes on the way it is, it's just gna remain stagnant and eventually cause the driven ones to go "wtf am i working for?"
exactly how i'm feeling. if everyone is stubborn, and refuses to accept changes, and go on complaining and nagging. how'd you intend to implement new ways to improve the flawed system? and trust me, it's flawed. kinda sad to think of leaving, but i think it's time to.
now i'm really hoping to get into a good job. where i'm constantly working and when i'm done, i'll be relaxed. not a perpetual relaxed state that gets me wondering why they even bothered to hire me.
sure i've made some changes ard. how i'm more nonchalant abt the frontline coming back late and assisting with check ins, but you know what? they were okay without me, i'm sure they'll do fine. i cant let the guilt stop me from improving myself.
studies can wait. maybe i'll do part time then...
Labels: new beginnings?
